everything has fallen to pieces, earth is dying, help me Jesus.
im so confused
like i know i should move, but i always have hope that things will get better.
my stepdad and i got in anotherrr fight and we got physical again. i slammed the door on him and the side panel broke or something so he flipped out and grabbed my neck, so as he was fucking choking me i kicked him in the balls..kinda hard i guess. whoops.
so then there was drama for half the day
me trying to get to the phone to call my dad
but now im calm and i feel so guilty and i know once again, i wont leave. and then he called from work and apologized and i could tell he was crying.
so wtf do i do?!?

fuck it.

anywho
my break has been good
could be better
but im looking forward to january
my parents are leaving for a week
which means lotssss of mischief. and i cant wait. there will be many sleepovers.
i need a ciggarette.

-kirsten, Im not sure about hanging out, because chris has tomorrow off and i dont want to have you here in case he's in one of his moods...but ilu
-karly, we never did go ice skating that second day. we had to buy skates in kalamazoo then we just chilled...i miss you!
- ambrea...ilu.

and oh yeah, i dyed some of my hair...blonde♥